It's just it!!!

I have a question. How is it that you can give a person the best of you as a friend but they see what isn't there?

I am a friend of unconditional nature. I try my best to pick people who see things the same way I do. I can not function in a chaotic world. I refuse to attempt to do such. In all of my efforts to maintain a balanced life with all that goes on, things slip between the cracks. People slip between the cracks. Things can become complicated when things happen between friends that can't be taken back.

Once you open gates that can't be closed with friends life often takes a turn you weren't ready for. There is no amount of recanting or wishing to put things back the way they were. No matter what you tell them they always think you mean something else.

If you are my friend and I mean truly my friend you know I say what I mean and I mean what I say. If I tell you I am done, I AM DONE! I am not sure why I can flip a switch but it has protected me for years so I love the option of having it. It has often been referred to as my "cold-blooded switch" because once it's done I am at the point of no return.

Well, I am at the point of no return and the switch has been flipped. I don't want anything from a friend but unconditional friendship. I want what I put out. I deserve that. Don't try and read me because I am not predictable. I never have been and I never will be. Accept what I say for what it is. I don't have to sugar coat or placate my ideas to make life suitable for a rouge living in bliss. I say what I mean and I mean what I say.

Girly Girl

Girly Girl

Well I do declare
I have an issue that raises my hair.
I am a girly girl and I for some reason should not be
Is it that stud like girl you want me to be.
Is it the girly girl that you don't like in me

Well I guess you know that, that's a joke
because I am a girl who love her full length fur coat.
Leave my M.A.C. I will not dare
and don't you dare tell me to cut my hair.

I am a girl who loves to show her curves
I know how to show them without putting on airs.
I love to squeeze in my push up bra
I love to be admired from afar

I am a girly girl and I love being me.
Hell that's how I get booked with my agency

If you can't accept me for who I am
See ya later pal because I am who I am!

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©2007 Dazelle Yvette